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Closing Chapters No. 2

May 30, 2011

A few weeks ago, I started with my first challenge: I threw away my little girl cloths. On Monday, I closed a second chapter: I cleared my locker in my old gym, a place where I had spent 3-4 hours a day, 6 or 7 days a week for months. I had postponed this task […]

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iPhone + Bubble Bath = ?

May 30, 2011

You’d think that the result of this equation was clear. There’d be drama, tears, a broken phone and no way of replacing it without paying a fortune. However, the equation ends differently when it comes to Apple products. Sure, there is still some drama involved, there may even be some tears, but then you’d add an appointment at […]

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A peculiar couple

May 30, 2011

Andreas and I had a MAJOR breakthrough on the weekend. We COOKED TOGETHER… for the very first time. You may ask yourself, why is this such a big deal and why did it take us this long?To be quite frank, it is all my fault. At the beginning of our relationship, I was even too […]

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Closing Chapters No. 1

May 28, 2011

Part of my healing process includes actively closing doors that could potentially lead to picking up old habits again. On Easter I threw away three bags of cloths, some of them older than 10 years. It was a difficult task. I did not cry, but was often on the verge of doing so. I felt […]

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What color does your day have?

May 28, 2011

I had the weirdest dream on Tuesday night, a dream that is too complicated, too confusing and too complex to describe. Let’s just say it was a combination of my trip to Africa, LOST, the plane in the Hudson river and my marriage… This dream was so powerful that it still lingers on in my […]

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The Hangover Parts I, II & III

May 26, 2011

When I came to the clinic, I had not been taking antidepressants for almost a year.After a week or two of my treatment, I was feeling so “down” that I agreed to start taking a light antidepressant again. At first, I felt like this was a step back; I had been so sure that I […]

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Lost & Found

May 25, 2011

A year ago today I flew back home from LA after I watched the series finale with my fellow LOST friends at the Orpheum theater. I left the city of angels taking with me a multitude of memories, laughter, tears, melancholy, new found friends and a heart full with gratitude and bliss. A year ago […]

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Moving (again)

May 23, 2011

Can’t get enough? Here’s more:Don’t forget to browse the archives!

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Disturbing the idyll

May 22, 2011

Yesterday morning, my feelings were so overwhelming that I made an issue of VOGUE suffer… After that outburst of aggression, I broke down in tears and was sobbing in my husband’s arms for what felt like an eternity. It felt good to let it all out.  Can’t get enough? Here’s more:Don’t forget to browse the […]

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Nightmares

May 20, 2011

The last 3 nights were horrible. I hardly slept and when I fell asleep for an hour or tour, I woke terrified and  soaked in sweat.  In one single therapy session last week, we talked about my brother, then my husband and I went to Germany last weekend because I had an appointment for a […]

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My husband & Father Roderick

May 18, 2011

OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! So, this morning, I was listening to episode #782 of “The Break” with Father Roderick and around the 43 minute mark, I heard that my husband dedicated an episode to me.  First, I thought I had misheard what Father Roderick was saying, then I started to tremble. I was so touched […]

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Nicola

May 16, 2011

Can I just say that Nicola is the best cousin in the world???!!! I received this in the mail a couple of days ago. Thank you, Nicola, for all your support, for your daily messages, for making me laugh, for continuously cheering for me and for not letting me give up.  I love you deerly!!!  […]

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