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Priorities

April 20, 2011

When I came here 4 weeks ago, I had all kinds of plans and thought I would have all the time in the world to catch up on books, movies, TV shows (like Mad Men, Fringe, The West Wing), blogs, learn Dreamweaver, Illustrator, Flash and Photoshop, write letters, FINALLY start and finish my own website […]

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I am still here!

April 18, 2011

I am so sorry for not posting, but I haven’t been doing too well. I have a full day of therapies ahead of me, but I will try to find some time to tell you what has been happening in the last couple of weeks.  I just wanted to let you all know that I […]

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Looking forward to tomorrow

April 5, 2011

Today started out so great and then, after meeting my husband at the lake this morning, it came to a screeching halt.I did not have any therapies today; well, no; let me put that right: I would have had one group therapy session, but I missed it. I don’t know how and why, I am […]

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What a difference a day makes!

April 5, 2011

This is what the world looked like yesterday:  And THIS is what it looks like this morning:  Can you guess what my mood is like today?  Can’t get enough? Here’s more:Don’t forget to browse the archives!

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Weight Gain

April 4, 2011

I gained 2 kilos in 6 days and EVERYBODY is ECSTATIC about it, but me.   I just want to hide under my blanket and ball my eyes out. If I gain that much in such a short amount of time, still eating maybe half of what a “normal” eating person consumes, how much will […]

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Will I ever find a place of employment?

April 3, 2011

I received a message a few days ago telling me that because of the way I chose to share my story and my struggle with anorexia, I would never be able to find a job, that no employer would even consider my application. I received this message on the day that my therapy started and […]

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Decision Day

March 30, 2011

… was yesterday AND I made it to the therapy program because my BMI was over 15 (I had not lost any weight!!!!)!All my therapies have now officially started.It is hard and I feel fat and empty and all my inspiration is gone (I had so many ideas that I wanted to realize), I feel […]

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Blessed

March 30, 2011

They say that you find out who you`re real friends are when they stay with you, even in hard times.Well, I am the most blessed girl in the world because I have tons of family members and REAL friends who did NOT turn their backs on me  when they heard about my issue.I have been […]

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Does your mind just BURST with creative ideas?

March 28, 2011

A few days ago, I wanted to post a tip about a super cool artist we saw on TV and I wanted to tell you about him and what he does.While trying to write a blog post about him, I was desperately trying to come up with a replacement for the phrase:“You`ve Got To Check […]

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Worth more than just a retweet!

March 26, 2011

  “You grow up the day you have your first real laugh — at yourself.”   ~ Ethel Barrymore ~ Can’t get enough? Here’s more:Don’t forget to browse the archives!

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Day One: Confusion

March 24, 2011

Today was an extremely uneventful day, except for the fact that I had to step on the scale. That was all. I spent my day  in my room despite the georgous weather. I don`t know if I am allowed to leave the area and go for a walk. I am quite confused because the doctor tells […]

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My new friend

March 24, 2011

Cats always know when you need someone, when you are in pain or lonely and desperate.  Luna knew I needed her today, so she came and stayed with me for several hours and she consoled me, gave me the feeling of not being alone.  Despite all the prayers, thoughts, the outpouring of love coming my […]

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