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I had to leave the program

May 15, 2011

…. for a about 10 days.On Thursday, I had several very emotional, very intense conversations with my counselor, my therapist and other members of the team. I was pleading, telling them, they could not just let me go in the state that I am in right now, with the thoughts that I have and without […]

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Today

May 13, 2011

… I am too exhausted to write a blog post.I would have lots to tell you because there have been major changes in the last 30 or so hours, but all I need to do now is sleep. Come back tomorrow, it’ll be worth it. P.S. Why in the world did was yesterday’s post deleted? Or where […]

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Not a good way to start the day

May 12, 2011

It is 9:10 am and I am already more than stressed out because of what lies ahead of me today.I do not have one single hour to relax, I have so many therapies, so much to take care of and it just keeps getting more and more. And at the same time, I keep thinking, […]

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Saturday

May 11, 2011

Since I had to stay at the clinic again last weekend, my husband came by on Saturday morning.We had a late breakfast (almost miraculous: BOTH of us ate and we actually enjoyed it! How times have changed…) while brainstorming about the name of my (hopefully soon to be realized) first podcast. It was a phenomenal […]

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Priorities in May

May 10, 2011

So, it is May 10th and I have not even told you what my goals and priorities for this month are. My very first priority is easy to guess: continuing to fight my eating disorder, trying to be as strong as possible and gain weight. As I have told you before, I am participating in the Podcasting […]

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Tom Hanks is just awesome

May 9, 2011

Tom_Hanks_Coaches_Ultimate_Sexy_Baby_in_Toddlers_Tiaras_Spoofl Can’t get enough? Here’s more:Don’t forget to browse the archives!

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Weight graph

May 7, 2011

As you can see, I have experienced quite some setbacks in the last few days, losing 6 pounds within 3 days, then gaining gaining a bit back and losing a lot again. Some if it had to do with my cold and the fever, but mostly I just was not able to eat the portions I […]

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Better pictures of my new hair color.

May 5, 2011

My husband likes the color so much that he asked me to not only have pink highlights done the next time, but color my whole hair. But as you can see, Amy was so much braver than me. She really went all the way!  Can’t get enough? Here’s more:Don’t forget to browse the archives!

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Cannot stop looking at these pictures

May 5, 2011

  I knew that Colleen would look amazing, but she exceeded my expectations.And the dress is spectacular.  You 2 are the perfect couple! Can’t get enough? Here’s more:Don’t forget to browse the archives!

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Ich danke Euch von Herzen!

May 4, 2011

Can’t get enough? Here’s more:Don’t forget to browse the archives!

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Why go on?

May 3, 2011

Nothing makes sense anymore. Now I am the one being punished for grieving for Amy and I won’t be allowed to do Yoga, which I have been so looking forward to. Nor will I be allowed to do Nordic Walking, which I enjoyed so very much yesterday and helped me tremendously. I won’t be allowed […]

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Podcasting A to Z May Course

May 2, 2011

I am so very thrilled to start the Podcasting A to Z Course held by Cliff Ravenscraft. I was just participating in the Opening Session and I am beyond excited for what lies ahead.This project is exactly what I need now. It will give me purpose, distraction and fulfillment. I will be able to be creative […]

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